Embrace Today : Hangar Progress

Late at night, I make two milky hot chocolates. Martin is wrapped in a thick quilt. I hand him one and wrap myself in a quilt. We pause and sip. I always want moments like this to last forever.

Neither of us can contain our excitement for the progress we make on the hangar remodel.

It will be so nice to have a place we can call home again.

We had to tear up the floor to install plumbing. Now here’s Martin measuring our future kitchen counter. Oops! I can’t be taking pictures. I’m supposed to be writing down numbers. Hang on a second…

I get so wrapped up in this project that I forget how time is slipping by. How Christmas will be here.

We don’t have a tree or stockings this year. (We’ve actually never had a tree for just the two of us.) There are no advent candles on our table or little advent calendars with tasty chocolates.

There’s just Martin, me, a very dirty hangar, and a dream.

We’re carrying Christmas in our hearts. If I am not careful, I can find myself slipping into sadness when I see all the beautiful holiday decor being showcased around the blogosphere, in stores, and in the windows of homes we drive by. When that happens, I have to pause. I have to remind myself that Christmas isn’t an outward expression. It’s the way we feel in our hearts. It’s the way we feel and give to one another.

It’s handing Martin a hot chocolate at the end of the night and knowing. Embrace today. It’s beautiful.

(Shared with The Christmas Tour of Homes)