Finding Passion in a Man’s World
One part of earning a pilot’s license that I haven’t expanded on yet in our rather weekly updates is all the textbooks. For every hour of flight time, there are at least three hours of putting your nose to the books. It’s not nearly as exciting reading about the way engines work as it is checking out the scenery and houses from inside a plane. Aren’t the least exciting things always the most important, though?
Perhaps one of my favorite parts of studying my primary book, appropriately called Private Pilot Manual, is the stories about great men – and a few women! – in aviation. I’ve had a couple of books on my wish list for some years; now I’d love to get my hands on West with the Night and Flying High: Pioneer Women in American Aviation. There’s something invigorating about seeing little blips in my textbook about women overcoming obstacles. As women, we’re constantly facing obstacles. We feel like we have to create perfect homes, happy families, and great careers. We put so much on ourselves and often fail to achieve our greatest desires sometimes.
Aviation has always been so male dominated, and naturally so. Martin naturally flocks to the dining table when he sees my textbook open. He’s just waiting for me to ask about pistons and oil. Meanwhile, before I started thinking of the empowerment aviation offers women, I thought nothing of all the aviation manuals and books we often lug from home to home. I just watched the little oil sticker on our car for the next oil change because it just wasn’t my thing.
Do you ever find yourself so moved that you can hardly sit still? When you know you’re doing something so very rare – maybe not for all women, but something rare for yourself – how do you work to contain your enthusiasm and keep from jumping up and down and waving hysterically?
Since the day I met Martin, he has always looked toward the sky any time he heard a plane fly by. It never mattered what it was, even if it was the same Delta flight that came in every day at the exact same time. He always looked up. I never really got it. Now I’m starting to. Aviation isn’t just his thing any more. We never thought this would be something we could share like we do today.
Yes, I’m still battling with motion sickness. It’s something that I’ll always have to deal with. (Thank you for all the wonderful suggestions, by the way!) It’s worth the fight. Look at this quote by Leonardo da Vinci from his book, On Flight of Birds:
For once you have tasted flight,
You will walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward;
For there you have been,
And there you long to return.
And in case I want a little casual airplane reading, Martin has also supplied me with one of his all-time favorite childhood books:
Only problem? He didn’t know English back then; it’s in German.
Have you ever noticed that the things that are supposed to relax you really end up being just as much work as your actual work?











June 4th, 2009 at 8:02 am
But at least it’s the kind of work you enjoy, right? I’m so happy for you that you’re continuing with this pursuit – it’s just awesome and awe-inspiring! I love that little book too – and I’m sure your German will be good enough to read it son if it’s not already!
My dad always looks up at planes too. Pretty neat.
June 4th, 2009 at 12:22 pm
I think what you are doing is so wonderful and fun and amazing. It’s very inspiring!
June 4th, 2009 at 12:23 pm
Kudos to you. I couldn’t sit still long enough to read about airplane engines. I could read many, many other books, but that is just one area that will never catch my attention, haha! Your attention to detail and intelligence (not to mention, fearlessness) assures that you’ll be a great pilot.
About the obstacles we face as women, I am so glad that American culture (and German, too) has gone through many changes over the past years. The men are helping more and more around the house and with the kids. When I see Martin’s mom working like a dog to take care of EVERYTHING in her household, it makes me sick. I feel sorry for her sometimes, but I know it’s what she is used to. I kind of see her as “Superwoman” because there is no way I’d be able to do all that and still smile throughout the day. She once told me that something was a “woman’s job” and it physically hurt me in the gut. I told her in this day and age when women work outside the home doing just as much as the man, I wouldn’t stand for having to do everything once I get home. It makes me that much more thankful for my husband, who is actually in our room now getting Baby Bug to sleep.
June 4th, 2009 at 8:13 pm
As a female engineer I have spent my career very immersed in a male-dominated world. There’s something very empowering about overcoming that, I think. Kudos to you for taking it on!
June 5th, 2009 at 2:19 am
When I was very little (early 1960′s), my Dad became a pilot and what I remember was when he studied the cloud symbols. Do they even do that any more? I don’t know why I remember it, but that was when I learned the names of the different clouds.
June 5th, 2009 at 8:17 am
PJ, yes learning about cloud formations and altitudes is a huge part of general aviation today, too. It’s the best indicator of current weather patterns. I haven’t started learning those or the mapping programs online yet. For now, we’re practicing only when the weather is absolutely amazing since there’s already so much to take in.
Amber, I can relate to your work environment so well. I love the empowerment it gives, too.
My German isn’t nearly good enough to read a children’s book like this (how embarrassing!) And Katie, you bring up some wonderful points about old European values. Women in the Czech Republic generally hated female empowerment. It left them with TWO jobs – one at the office and one at home.
Katie
June 8th, 2009 at 10:01 am
I have that book West With The Night. Actually, I have a little section in my library of books about adventurous women. I would gladly loan it to you if you like. Answer me at amongsttheoaks@gmail.com if you want me to send it.
Laura